Out of my mind

Albert Einstein defined insanity as "doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results." Well, he obviously wasn't a parent.

     I've tried letting Charles-Winston cry it out, I've tried co-sleeping, I've tried letting him work it out by himself, but I'm tired of waiting. I feel insane because every night when I put him to sleep, I pray that he'll sleep through the night and every night I wake up to a crying baby.

     I'm getting really annoyed of waking up several times a night, every single night endlessly. I don't know how to help him sleep through the night though because when he wakes up, he chugs 7 oz from his bottle and then does the same thing a few hours later. He's waking up because he's hungry and that's the only reason why I don't just put in some ear plugs and go back to sleep. 

     I'm seriously at the end of my rope. He shouldn't be 6.5 months old and still waking up 3-5 times a night. I need to find some sort of solution because I've been taking the nights by myself for the past few months while I let Benjamin sleep, only occasionally asking him for help. 

     I need a change and I don't see one in the near future. It's enough to make anyone crazy. I'm so sick of waiting for something that isn't going to happen. Maybe I'm already out of my mind.